Last post for 22..

Couldnt believe dat few more hours its my 23th bufday...n guest wat..its a really different feel coz its my first time celebrate bufday here in other place..well..i noe they are coming but the feeling not feel right..may b coz new environment...

Well ..i'm getting older by age which means i cant fooling around with my life again..need to get serious wit all thing in life..n all i wish for is...hmmm...its secret..cant tell anyone of coz..hehe..if not it will nt come true..

A new beginning .. A new year for my self... n Wishing Myself  A Happy 23th Birthday... !!!! Hope For The Better Future And May God Bless Me All The Way Of My Journey...Amen..

'housemate'

its really annoy me so bad having such housemate...talk so much..do watever they wan n sometimes din think of others feeling...juz like watching their own tv program only..n then so lazy to clean the house..feel like their hair is more than mine falling each day on the floor..at least i noe how to clean it...n i dun even understand is..keep on tie the hair for so many time even staying at home..nobody sees u ok...if its loose ..then juz tie it back..no need to keep on doin it even if it is still fit...haiz..n then..watching tv also need to talk so much..i dun like people talking so much while watching tv ok...need silent moment for me to enjoy the movie...same age but totally different ...

Trying my best...

feel like so tired live here..haiz..when can i back home..away from family is not fun at all..juz wish i can back home soon ...

Friends

Can say i hav many fren..but only some of them dat i can trust...n not some..juz few..even my last frens dat i help is stabbing me from behind..but wat can i do..may b dat juz it..its is the end of our frendship..dunno wat the future hold for us..as for now..i juz tired for trying to fix my frens problem...some i knew dat they juz gonna find me when they a alone..when they something to ask me for help..but where are they when i needed one..n all i can find is one fren..for the rest of it..is juz for fren when u happy...its true wat people say thou...when u rich or happy...u will be havng so many fren..but when u poor or sad..its really hard to find..

A new life to live

Its about a month for me to live here alone without my family..except for cousin but we are not living together..me like juz live here with no family in the house or even my fren dat i can talk ...laugh n cry wit..n its not fun..all i think of is when will i can go back home...well u noe..counting the day past...goin back dis may but it juz a holiday..not for gud..huhu..i really miss my home..my fren n my luv n even my pets...miss them so much...

Living all by urself is a gud thing juz i'm not liking it...if juz gt my fren or siblings wit me is ok..but all alone is different story..all i do now is pray that i can back home soon..well..to avoid my sadness i try to follow the life here..n try to think positive as wat my fren told me to do..but sometimes..u juz cant hide ur feeling..but hey..life must go on..

For almost a month here..i gt take some pic..juz taking juz like wat other normal people do..n also to make me feel happy n forget my sadness... so here they are..juz some of it..from cny n yesterday...

hehe..at pavilion ...dis is the mascots for every animal on Chinese calendar...

This is on the Hari wilayah for KL, Putrajaya & Labuan(sabah)

at alamanda shopping mall one of the restaurant out side..

Nite of 23.02.2013 showing the firework that i guess is for chap goh mei.. :)

A view from wer i live..

halo2...~~

Haven been blog'g for such a longgg time n hw i wish never stop b4.. So here we are again..i dunno hw to start dis but let me start updating about my current situation nw or can say my life...

I'm now working for 19 months now at XXX ..n i still dun feel like working in a right place..well may b it bcoz i dun really like my work nw..which doing really unproductive work at all..i luv challenge in my life but somehow i wondering..is it the chance is not yet come or i'm the one that afraid of taking chances..? asking myself almost everyday ..but then in my mind i owes wanted n will take any chances or risk if it is there..so i REALLY x2 hope that there is something waiting for me to grab out there..

come to my personal life, nothing to talk much about it cz there is this HUGE secret that i cant tell anyone even my own best n very gud fren..n its make me feel so guilty about it..i try to tell her every time we talk or chat but there will b owes something to hold me back from telling the secret..its not dat i dun wan to tell her but i juz dun feel it is the right time yet..juz hope i get the courage to tell her someday..

n lately i juz dunno how to say it but i noe my mind really think too much about my life..my future n my present life..in a very confusing mind if wat i choose now is right or nt..i juz hope my decision is correct..

More about wat goin tru in my life..which really happen a lot this year is not i expect it to be..last year all i hope is that my life will be really2 so simple for me to handle but its not a dream come true for me..n wat i hav to do is juz face it n find a way to make it better..well ..in this age(22) i feel like getting old so quick..last 5 years..my life was such fun n nothing to think much but when we getting older..life isnt much fun like it use to be..its hard to find the right time for my self nw..even there is time also feel soooo tired to do anything..huhu..how i wish there is something i can do to change hw i live ... but from all of dat..i really grateful cz without those problem n experience..i might nt learn anything...so its not bad at all..but all i hope nw is..there will be a miracle one day..

Everybody is Criminal..

True..?? well we juz have to ask our self if its true or not...even a smallest thing dat we intentionally do it also can say its wrong..not only that, even we talk people back also counted as a criminal...small criminal that is our self made...