Things to do..

The age of 30.....get a stable job...!!!(s must..), get my own car, save a lot lot lot of money so dat can go to europe....(someday..~~~)...i also really wan go to climb the mount kinabalu...wer is a must for a sabahan..my opinion la..hehe..beside that..i also wan my parents go to a nice vacation..not island la..may b paris or england..??...

The age of 35....Buy a house...( for sure need one, gal, we must have our own house..hehe)....also save a looooottttt of money again so dat i can visit to new york( a dream city for everyone)...n marry may b..??( isnt it too late..??) haha

The age of 40...go to sipadan,mabul wer a sabahan shuld spend their money on...kakakaka....not all la..but its my dream to go there wit my own money bha..hehehe...

For now...i only wan to have this in my life...slowly make all perfect....hehehe...dun rushy2....hehehe

2NE1 - LONELY [HD]

(Translation Lyrics)
The words I’m saying right now, I don’t know if they’ll hurt you
They’ll probably make you hate me forever
You, saying that I’m not the same as I used to be, is not completely untrue
This changed me is a stranger to myself as well
You are so kind but
That’s the way you are but oh
I don’t know I don’t know
Why I am like this
We were so in love, and you’re here now but oh
I don’t know
I want to find myself now
Baby I’m sorry, even when I’m with you, I’m Lonely
I must be lacking when it comes to love, please forgive this person horrible person I am
I’m sorry, this is your and my story
I must not be worthy of this thing called love, even though I’m by your side
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
You didn’t do anything wrong, I’m the strange one
It seems I’ve already been prepared long ago, for our breakup
I really wanted to treat you well, out of all the times, why is it when I’m confronted by love
I am shrinking away & am lonely endlessly
You are so kind but
That’s the way you are but oh
I don’t know I don’t know
Why I am like this
We were so in love, and you’re here now but oh
I don’t know
I want to find myself now
Baby I’m sorry, even when I’m with you, I’m Lonely
I must be lacking when it comes to love, please forgive this person horrible person I am
I’m sorry, this is your and my story
I must not be worthy of this thing called love, even though I’m by your side
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Cuz I’m just another girl
This night is lonely, I
Can’t take any more, Good bye
Cuz I’m just another girl
I’m so lonely
Even though I’m by your side right now
Baby I’m so lonely
Lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely

21...

haha..i guess i have done so much at the age of 18 till now i really feel so tired at the age of 21- wer it shuld be more fun...may b coz work too stress gua...haiz..

now i juz waiting for another time to quit again...i really cant stay any longer..but juz for a few month...oh god ...plz2 bless ur child...do bless me have a nice job in future where i really feel the energy to go work everyday n not juz coz i need to...amen...=) thx for everything too...

now i already work for 7 month for different places...which only two..hehe...sometimes, i juz felt like its my routine already...hmm...how boring right? hehe...

now i really wan find a day to hang out with my fren..really no such free time right now..everytime after work owes feel tired...then need wake up for the nex day...even saturday, sunday n PH  also not enuf...haiz...i really need a looonnnngggggg vacation now....do give me a price for go a long holiday...hehehe...

i do miss my others fren which i totally lost contact with them already...i miss them very2 much...but i juz cannt  find them already...coz its totally different now...haiz..sumtimes i juz dun noe wat i've done till been treated like dis...so sad my life...but frens...do noe dis...not that i dun wan to be unfren or dun wan to find u guys, return u guys call, msg but i juz dun wan to be the person wer when u guys need help then only my phone ring ....i'm tired be dat person already...juz do plz tell me if u guys really wan be fren wit me or not...i dun care if u dun have money, dun have car, not pretty, not perfect...coz NO BODY DOES...everyone not perfect...i'm not that materialistic frens...but disappointed wit some of the people i knew is like dis...may b they are like dat, only will find u when u are already have it all but if u find me coz u juz wan to show off...then better stop it...i rather not seeing u guys n missing u guys only than meet ... coz u noe wat...i feel scared everytime i saw the number when my phone ring...i scare wat it will b this time...i dun wan to be the gud person anymore...y cant i be the bad side...?? but juz hope u guys do change too....change too good... 

years after...

At sandakan now...2nd day already...miss dis place so much...too many memories here..feel like going for a walk now but not a safe place to b alone on the side walk...how nice if my fren were here..this place still confused me...its not a big area ( big also la) but then if u not familiar with this place..u will feel like this place is bigger than KK area...hehe...

N here i am, sitting at the lobby ( cant connect to the wi-fi if at room), updating my blog, listen songs, seeing the night view(walk way) n do nothing already...haiz...how nice if can go to the habour now...so miss the ocean sound..with a few shots n then juz sit there...huh...so nice...haha...dreaming saja...hehe...