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Such a Bad Day....!!!

It Is..!!!! today really my bad day..the worst ever...worst than breaking up, fighting with my fren...shit...!!!! haiz....now things ordy happen...so i juz have to admit the mistake n it cant be turn..!!!!

but y me leh...haiz...i owes scare for the thing to happen but now its really do happen..!!! so soi o...y ar...really still cant understand...so sad...now no mood ordy...even juz now whole day no mood...haiz...hope got reason it happen...

Time Like This...

juz couldnt imagine how my life are in this time for the past year...its really a rough time i remember...last night, i saw my posting at my fb wall...hmmm...kinda feel silly reading all it back..n all the bad memories flashing back in me...juz feel regret too doing all dat..but i can see how it make me mature by time goes by...

Now if i not forgotten, this month in the past year..i have an issue with my frens..hehe...sorry my dear frens...but think back, kinda make me sad n laughing too...because i juz see now we n b4, even have argue b4...but still can communicate with each other n still contacting with them even we dun have time to be together like b4...I REALLY MISS U GUYS...:(

the past two year is also a hard time for all of us..n i oso remember the time we all do the trip together..all those trip that we organize...are really mean so much for me...the bond that we hav really not easy to find o..hehe..

Its Time Again....

Blogging time...hehehe...hmm...as for now my life how it been so far..??? well i dunno, juz i dunno how to say...its been better or juz more worst...hmm...so funny leh my feeling dis few day ..can say almost a week lur..wan to say to sumone but i juz tot it will make my self so silly n will make all thing more worst...

I juz wanna say the truth but i really cant...i've been hiding forever..i juz dunwan to hide anymore but...haiz...scare for the worst but people say..u wouldnt noe unless u've try it...haiz..(juz wish it never happen thou)

Juz wanna cry sumtimes thinking of this matter but wat for i cry..its useless lo...it will never happen oso...haikkkzzzzz....so..juz let it be la ( been say for like every minute, day of my life dis word)

Watsoever...~~~~~v

Suddenly wanna post sumthing on FB but juz dunno wat to post n then think of blogging..hmm..also no idea wat to say d...juz really not feel so comfortable dis few day...not comfy wat but juz feel like sumthing wanna happen...a bad thing, gud thing..?? haiz..

Kinda suddenly flashing back the old days of my life...hmmm...miss it...my heart mentally n physically juz wanna be at that time again...juz how bad i wanna b there...OMG..!!!!! haiz..

Another thing had in my mind now...not 1 actually but many2 thing, juz haiz..wanna re-think of wat i wan to do for the nex 3,4,5 month .....i juz really wan to go new place of work..but juz like my fren say..i shuld take this chance to learn everything b4 take my experience to other place n take the experience for better use...i oso really got think like dat now o..true la but only dat lo..juz need to tahan2 all my boss act...haiz...GOD..REALLY2 BLESS ME O...AMEN...

What i can say again is..i really miss my frens...all of them but y everytime when meet them...we juz like nothing to say..may b all ordy go on their own way but i still wan meet n laugh wit them but sumtimes times really not allowed us all to meet..sumtimes not dat i dun wan to go meet but juz too tired, n sumtimes them tired..haiz..really so different road liao lur....but may b sumday gonna meet again but not so often gua...haiz...

But for now..i juz really miss u all o....!!!! huhuhu...i will feel so lonely sumtimes..but i juz owes remind myself that i cant do juz bcoz i lonely go do stupid thing...rush in sumthing..but juz have to remember lo , in everything happen sure got reason...really2 got reason...i still believe it even i haven saw it yet but still will owes on my mind that i will sure get the answer sumday....!!! BELIEVE is important..!!!!!

Confession..??????

Hmm...wat i never say it is still hard for me to tell...i juz no idea y i feel like this but i'm happy for u but at the same time me heart still wanna cry...(not the past..)

i juz wish sumthing could happen to make me laugh again...not that i hate u but it juz i dun wan to think bout u anymore so the only way for me to forget u is hating u...SORRY.... may b destiny is not our so juz let it go bha...:) i hope u will b happy owes ... as for me...i will owes like dis...i juz not ready for anything yet...i juz need to focus on $$$$$ ...hahaha...no la..i juz wan to work n experience many2 n learn many2 thing b4 proceed to the nex step....

If we ever meet again may b i will not talk wit u but juz see la..i dunno wat will happen but i really wan meet u n at the same time do not wish that to happen..i juz feel so scare sometime when think of u..i dunno y...hope we can b fren but the way it all happen is so rush n juz so not logic...owes no mood when think of u but happy to ever knew u...thanks for become my frens...

BUSYYY...!!!!!

haiz...been busy for a few day....juz wanna have a rest in my life like b4 but juz will never had it again...sometimes i juz feel so damn tired with my life...but i noe i cant quit it yet...i juz still need to work hard n juz really need to learn sumthing for my future....i juz can feel there is sumthing for me in future..but juz dunno wat....i really cant wait for it but juz hav to...haiz...wish it come fast2...

As for my social life...i not like b4 d...now seems so lazy to do anything...owes wanna stay at home..so lazy wan go out, so lazy wan buy thing, so lazy wan to move la...but well...we hav to do it sumday...but may b coz of too tired of everyday work so dats y i feel so not in the mood...

My relationship wit family still like b4...owes the same even hav some problem i cant avoid but still this is the only place i can escape from outside world but sumtime, i juz cant really stand in here also..

For my working environment...haiz...its the difficult thing i need to handle which i have to work at place i really2 DUN LIKE...i juz dunno wat i dun like but it juz got sumthing at there that make me not feel ok wit it...juz owes got sumthing me wan to protest ...i really hope i will have better future for wat will come in my life...

My fren n i juz sumtimes i dunno wat i wan to say anymore...i still care for them but juz..there is no more to say...them are so quite so it seems like i only b a stupid person in the world care bout them...may b tired to b treat like dat so dats y i oso dun really care anymore...well...sumtimes i oso feel like i juz been used for sumthing to get sumthing from them but i make my self a fool for not wanna hurt them but sorry if i ever hurt coz i oso a human...have heart, can feel pain...for some of my fren..i noe only if u guys got problem only u guys find me..when u guys happy, me will at back of ur mind but i dun care anymore la...juz do watever u guys wan...juz find me whenever u guys wan...i am TOO tired already...

hmm..for upcoming days..i juz hope my days will get more better..hope for a better offer of job this year soon....i really wan it ...GOD BLESS UR CHILD HERE....AMEN...