Emily Osment - Let's Be Friends (Video)

this song is superb..!!! hehe..nice song n mv...

Emily Osment - Lovesick

Holiday n Vacation...!!!!

I really need it so bad coz now i juz cant help it anymore..i really need to relax my self, mentally n physically...arrggghhh ...!!!!! really feel like wan to scream n let it all out...i juz feel so tired lately...cant do any better if i dint go for a vacation soon...!!! haiz...but i really do miss my college life..no need to be this hard on my self in everything...so hope can turn back time, *dreaming* haiz...hehe..well..juz hope sumthing good waiting for me in future...hope sooner..!!!! hehehe...

getting tired or it juz the way it shuld b....?

The story for today is...i'm juz wondering y i really2 feel so tired rather than enjoying my job now..i juz feel like quiting but its not dat easy...haiz..everyday working like dis is really2 tired for me...its not that i feel fun doing my work coz it such an easy work for some people ..yes it is thou but i juz dun like it...i more into challenging work..not too hard la..i oso noe my capabilities to do sumthing...but juz dat..i more to fun, exciting n not bored n only specific to one simple thing...it juz not crossing my mind now to settle down doing such thing...i still wan find sumthing to be feel like i'm being my self doing that work..not only doing it for money but then i wan do sumthing that i do for my self...haiz..when will the time come...? Oh God..Do Bless Ur Child ya...Amen...

boring life..?

So here am i again...writing about my life...nothing special happen in my life lately...juz all i do is work work n work...throwing my youth to go n work for my better future.?? i'm juz wondering..is it the right path that i choose..?? am i not to early to sacrifice my life as getting OLDER! n still work with the path that not my choice..haiz...really2 miss my teenage life...how i miss my past, my fun...but how come there is no more now... ?

But in a positive way...its not that bad coz i can have my own income now..no need to rely on my parents...but how i wish i can get a better job so dat can help wat i can to help reduce their burden...not dat i dun care but it juz..wat i earn now is really not enuf..i feel like its not worthed for me to spend it to buy things....but eat ofcoz need la..hehehe...but then i really2 hope in my future there will b a bright n such cheerful way waiting for me...hehehe...

My question is...is it wrong to go so fast in my life now or is it how life shuld go if u wan to move on...hehe..coz..as i noe...TIME DUN WAIT FOR U .....so remind it we are the one that chasing the time...coz once the time has past..it will never come back again...

SAY IT IN MILLIONS TIME BUT DUN U REGRET IT LATER...!!!

Not that you being nice is bad but dun be to nice to people because someday they will juz wont do the same as wat u did to them...had enuf wit all those stupid excuses..y b4 i can do it even its rain i still go n "IN" it, ..but now..juz asking for help..cant you ask somebody to help you..if you hav tour then ask for their help ...not all thing u can do on ur own...my self also ask for their help..may b you dun trusted them..u can ask for the slip right...??? then y its such a simple job but hard for you to do...not that i ask for u to send it to me in hand...juz ask for a simple request but it such a heavy duty for u..thanks for letting me see all of this...'appreciate' it very2 much..i noe wat really important for you..this is same as the thing u lie to me...say that wan to sleep at home..but y one of our frens saw u at kk...and how come sleep at home can go to party...so funny leh u...plz dun lie to me straight to my face..if you wan to lie...lie with strategy..if u dun have one...then juz tell the truth...its easier for me to know it on the spot rather than noe it after the scene...dun u feel weird...wow...if like dat i also wan to tell lie la..its such a fun thing to do o kan...

Some times i wonder how can u change so drastic o is this how u are...??? may b back then we do not noe u dat much ... i heard a lot of story about u...but when we ask the truth , u still wan to lie...how come..wat u wan to hide from us...y..?? do u think we wan care dat much ..??? one think is...people only start to talking about u when u hide sumthing n show weirdness in front us.. is it make u feel better..??? haiz...really2 couldnt stand to talk, hear n see all those excuses from u....haiz...