Who Will Be...??? Hmm..haha

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Only Girl In The World For You..????!!!!

WoW...so great if really got someone sang for me ....hahahaha...STOP DREAMING LA!!! ahahaha

Being Fade Away By Time...

Its like ages since i have fun, go out, hang out wit my fren...may b coz of many thing i need to settle before the end of February...so busy month i guess...hope nex month to be better, relax month for me....and not only that...also hope for a gud opportunities come to me soon...now it juz "safe" condition for me in my life, carrier...but i wont juz stop at here...i still have and want to move on....make my self live better life...may b my time not gonna come that fast right...?so juz hope and juz pray for the gud things to come...

Back to the story...after for sometime feel like dis...i juz feel like, its ok to be disappear from here..it juz so relief when there is not much trouble for me in my social life...as my problem now is only with my work...stress of coz ...but then it juz not much to think about...well..and kinda feel so peace...peace like i'm on holiday at hawaii or bali...!...wow!!..hahahaa...such a dreamer...! haha...hmm...it might happen right ..well of coz we juz wan to live a peaceful live but then if we live to peaceful ...i dun think its normal as human we live in this world...as "the above" also suffer when in earth...

So lets follow the flow...may b it will bring us to somewhere where we also cant think of we can go there..hehehe....but juz hope that we follow the right path...as it no time to turn back n do all over again...as now i have to move on to nex level i think in my life...as this also a big decision for me to do...so juz hope this a gud choice for me for now...its not the end yet...hehe...i promise u, my self and also to my future that i will do the best i can to make my self more better than before...i really also hope i will have the chance and courage to develop my self to the next, more higher level of life so i wont regret my life in the future..

Getting Near....

Soon gonna move to another / new work environment place...still not know if its gud or bad but juz still scare to start at new place...

May b i make decision so fast without think twice..hmm..well, last time also the same right..hehe..but then if think back...it might be the right choice to leave now as the sooner the better...more i kept my self at there..the more i change / turn into sumthing really bad..sumthing which can make people hate me...as now i start to feel the heat again...i start to feel mad even for a small thing..as it can make me feel so moody all the time...

So now..juz left 4 days for me to go...juz hope everything gonna be okay...as this is juz temporary is hope...i really hope can get a better place /offer for my future...haiz...when will me time come..or will it come..??? juz hope god heard my prayer...amen...

will it...

Sometimes we try hard to find the answer we want...but will it be an answer for all our question...will it be end someday when we stop searching.. will it be complete after we find it...may b it will..ma b it wont...all we do in our life is 50-50 chances ...either it will work..or not...but we cant juz giving up our hope like dat..even how hard it is...we juz have to try ....we will b such a coward if we never try but then even try to run from it...

Its not easy, yes all people like dat...including me..but some thing we juz have to force our self to do it...we juz cant wait for a magical thing to happen...may b wat we do now will have a gud return someday...may b not in a short time but we juz have to believe right....gods always beside us...

Nex Move...

Hmm..juz 4 month at there...but then..the place is not a gud place to work anymore..to many complication inside...all people inside the company has been taken from all of his old work place..well..for me its not a gud thing...slowly, the place sure bcome like hell...

Executive operation but operation job seems like i been doing it all over again since now my position is only admin n account but since shu fen has gone for a month for her guide course...seems like i replacing her job not the EXECUTIVE OPERATION dat newly been hired dis month....haiz..only knew how to order people wat to do, but juz a simple booking also cant do..haiz...it juz i cant take more of that anymore...it so stress...wat i do is really not worthed n cant compare with wat i get...but y they do less but get more...

So today i sent my R letter to the boss...well..i dun care anymore...may b its too fast for me to go but i juz feel so tired already...beside wat i do now also not wat i really wan to do...so y not i go for higher offer but still not i like to do...its the same isnt it...how i wish i can stick to juz one place to work ....wer the place is really suite me ...haiz...

feel like talking...

i feel like i need someone to talk to now...i do wan a person beside me can listen to wat i wan to say...even if not..juz accompany me chit chat..

haiz..wat shuld i do my fren..i really so stress...

SInce The Day It Start...

How to say , people say the place i work is really nice n is far better than other place..but for me, it is nice but i juz really cant work at there...the feeling i hav while work at there hard to describe, hard to explain n make people understand...may b they can if they are in my shoe...haiz...i juz cant stand it anymore...is it the feng shui at there really not good for me for my carrier...its like keep on have problem i need to face ...y juz me ??? its really unfair...i dunno how to face the coming day when i still at there..i juz wan to quit...i really2 wan quit...i really hope there is a gud place for me to work, a place where i can social n where i can work comfortable without care others thought....y i juz cant find a place like dat...y my fate is like dis...

Haiz...its not easy for me to say the reason when i'm not sure if it right to tell u guys...the day i start work at there is not because of my qualification but juz bcoz wat the boss know i ever practical at where...if that borders u guys....may b not but for me..its really borders me a lot..its not simply a gud place where i work now...its also complicated as others place too...i noe that...but y there is no place where the working environment is OK...????

Oh god...plz bless your child to go tru the day in this earth...Amen...

You Heart Me , I Heart You Back...

Crazy with this song..!!!!! hahaha...nice song...

Is There Any Misunderstanding ???

hmm...i juz feel like there is misunderstanding..FB getting sucks everyday...juz feel like it is a place wer u can get hurt but people...hmmm....i dun mind if u wan to say the truth about wat u dun like about me but y so mysterious ne..?? it juz make people more in a world of puzzle....

NATURAL KITCHEN @ SHABU SHABU at Suria Sabah

OMG....today juz really bad day to go eat SHABU SHABU at suria sabah...really2 soi...may b she is new worker but her attitude treating customer is really bad...how come she wan work at there as a waitress if dun wan to treat people nice..even no smile on her face...duh..!!! we ever been there lo..u think its our 1st time ka...haiz...really2 bad service....

b4 this, the guy also treat like shit...now this gal pula..really2 dun noe how them can got the job...even wan see their face oso me feel wan slap o...haiz...the food there really good..but the service is far behind from their food quality...is really far different....

Nex time sure i will go there coz i juz really love eat at there...hehe..luckily for their food...huh..if not...sure many people ordy go ....nyways...thanks fro toda food i really feel full till now..hahaha..go eat with ALICE at McD and then walk to Suria Sabah for SHABU SHABU...hahaha..luckily we meet at 2 juz now..if its since morning..i guess we will be eating a lot all the food at kk..hahahahhaa...but juz a enjoy day even it juz a two of us...miss the other member...haiz...hope can hang out wit other nex time...waiting for it...hehehehe...

Oh No...!!!

Haiz...holiday ending soon....so bored with my work now..wat i do now really not involve anything in wat i learn..haiz...such waste of time n money only.....i really2 tired to go work at my current place now..haiz...