21...

haha..i guess i have done so much at the age of 18 till now i really feel so tired at the age of 21- wer it shuld be more fun...may b coz work too stress gua...haiz..

now i juz waiting for another time to quit again...i really cant stay any longer..but juz for a few month...oh god ...plz2 bless ur child...do bless me have a nice job in future where i really feel the energy to go work everyday n not juz coz i need to...amen...=) thx for everything too...

now i already work for 7 month for different places...which only two..hehe...sometimes, i juz felt like its my routine already...hmm...how boring right? hehe...

now i really wan find a day to hang out with my fren..really no such free time right now..everytime after work owes feel tired...then need wake up for the nex day...even saturday, sunday n PH  also not enuf...haiz...i really need a looonnnngggggg vacation now....do give me a price for go a long holiday...hehehe...

i do miss my others fren which i totally lost contact with them already...i miss them very2 much...but i juz cannt  find them already...coz its totally different now...haiz..sumtimes i juz dun noe wat i've done till been treated like dis...so sad my life...but frens...do noe dis...not that i dun wan to be unfren or dun wan to find u guys, return u guys call, msg but i juz dun wan to be the person wer when u guys need help then only my phone ring ....i'm tired be dat person already...juz do plz tell me if u guys really wan be fren wit me or not...i dun care if u dun have money, dun have car, not pretty, not perfect...coz NO BODY DOES...everyone not perfect...i'm not that materialistic frens...but disappointed wit some of the people i knew is like dis...may b they are like dat, only will find u when u are already have it all but if u find me coz u juz wan to show off...then better stop it...i rather not seeing u guys n missing u guys only than meet ... coz u noe wat...i feel scared everytime i saw the number when my phone ring...i scare wat it will b this time...i dun wan to be the gud person anymore...y cant i be the bad side...?? but juz hope u guys do change too....change too good...