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Trying to live the best i can so i wont regret in the future.. still learning to be better in person..

Thursday, June 3, 2010

its not easy...

writing on this blog again..only dis way i can express my feeling now...

haiz...i really not like others of my sibling..i cant express o share anything wit my parents..dunno y but its juz seem hard for me to do so..may b coz i'm too stubborn but y it so easy for my sis or bro to do so...i juz feel like so stress inside this house...cant do anything dat show the real me..

of coz.i am a gal n cannt owes go home late..but i'm saying sorry for i cant b perfect..y u hav to care wat ppl say towards u..u so care them talk bad bout this family..well plz mind their own business la..1 thing is..not all gud or so loyal child will b gud behind their back too...this is me..i cant help to change my self to juz b gud daughter..i juz really feel so stress everytime u call me or ask me..y i cant b wit my fren..i'm not small anymore..if u really dun wan us noe how to go out or wherever u dun wish for..n owes wanna us to stay at home..y not from small juz tie our leg or kept us inside a cage...its gud that way rather than now we owes disobey u...

but sorry...i really cannot n will not change my self ...dats y we dint understand each others..coz u never try to understand me..when i tell the true..u juz dint believe..n owes will questioning me without knowing the true...n dats really make me dun wan to explain a thing to you ody...well..dats y me owes keep my mouth shut when i was at home..coz ...i really cannt talk wit u...juz cannt..even i try..u will owes show ur face that seems dun wan to listen..n dat make me more..haiz..well...juz hope i can get a better job o may b will owes outstation n not gonna b aroung u two..so dats can make me feel calm...i juz really cannt feel calm at home..sorry..yes u two had given me alot...may b dats y i oso dint like coz ..after u give it to me..then u will talk back later..i juz dint like dat way...i'm really sorry if cant b the perfect daughter...

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