hmm...actually i juz dunno wat is went wrong wit me...but today i juz not in the total mood to do anything...juz feel so depressed with everything...to think of many thing dat happen in my life for the whole year is juz a tragic...well..dis year is really juz not goin so well for me...i juz dunno wat went wrong but may b i put the hope to high till i cant reach then i fell to the ground...
wat to b done nex is juz unpredictable...i juz cant think of any solution or a way for me to get tru it..so i kinda feel happy coz dis year is soon goona end..but i juz dunno either for the nex year shuld b a joy or not..i juz cant feel the happiness that people feel...i juz feel like nothing for the future that come...is it my heart has gone..? i also dunno if i will find it again or not...but for sure it will b gone for a very long time...
last christmas , i juz dint feel to celebrate it..but dis year..i cant wait for it to come..but at the same time...the sorrow is still covering my joyous ....shuld i left it or handle it..?? i dunno too...coz i'm not dat such "strong" person anymore...i juz dint hav the courage to handle all that happen in my life..if can..i juz wan to end all of it...but i cant....i dint have the spirit to fight it anymore....i juz feel so empty all for sudden in my life...n i noe..there is nothing can cover it........................
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