how long can i take it....???

too heavy...that the word that can describe my situation now...may b all of us is in this situation...where we juz feel the burden we need to carry is juz to heavy for us to take n bring along with us....in my case i juz like others...dunno how to express or tell anyone wat actually my problem is...i noe..i can be happy like nothing happen but truly n honestly...its not as wat u all see...i juz same as others..

arrgghh..! juz feel like wanna run away from all of this...but run till where, when..? how i wish it juz a dream...but hope this burden will keep getting me stronger n i noe god carry a more heavy burden than i am...so may b this is another part of challenge in life..we juz have to take it...god, let us carry the burden together but wat i wan is only bless ur child n juz make me more strong to move on..bless us oh god..amen...tq..