Not Wish To..

The truth is i dun hav any best frens...but i juz hav a trusted fren...i cant say which one is my best and which are not...i love all my frens but juz one thing can make me lost contact or juz hav to not b fren with them anymore..TRUST.... i hate to say this but actually i noe who can be trust n who are not...but as long as they dint LIE to me..n LIE in a very indescribable or without any reason...then its hard for me to b fren with them anymore...

For me is really hard to find who truly understand u, y u do dat certain thing n y u dint ....i noe not everyone can understand u but at least can care for u feel will do rite...there is one of my fren we hav an argue b4 say that i dun care for my fren n i juz care for my self...well actually i not dint care for u all but past has brought me who i become today...i juz can trust anyone anymore..n not only past..on present life now also dint happen some bad thing in my life...i not the kind of frens that will show the world HOW MUCH I CARE FOR U ALL...but if u really need me..sure i will b there for u..but if u wan to make fun the frenship we build than its useless to keep say sorry and b fren again..

Its a silly thing huh...i noe it such a drama for some people to say y i wrote dis..but i dun even care..coz its the only way i need to express how i feel now...may b the frendship is not truly gone forever...yes in the past i have some misunderstanding with my high school fren n actually till now i dun noe wat i hav done wrong till we dint talk for quite some time...but after awhile..we b fren together..but not as close as b4..( sorry kepada sesiap yg terlibat..hanya untuk contoh saja ..hehehehe...)

But let me clear dis thing about me..if i really did sumthing wrong then i will surely apologize to that person..but if i'm the one who b blame n of coz..the one who made many wrong still make dunno ..then sorry to tell that dis fren is not worth for me to care...