start over again..

again..!! never stop saying to our self that we will start over our life again..start a new life...but its not true...we never do, we juz move on, our life still the same...hmm....talking crap again..

so october is here again..n left only 3 more month to end this year...but still i din achieve anything in my life, juz finish study, finish my practical n now searching for job..but then my life still the same...never change...may b some of my frens ordy have a new life...a thing dat concern them now...but me...still here standing all alone never leave...i juz hope sumthing big come to me...so dat i can a grown up...ya i noe...i'm like a child that never been exposed to anything...but actually i'm not...n i'm not gud person too...i'm juz a normal gal that hav made mistake in life..do some stupid thing in life...

i juz wan to do things rite for once more but i cant..sorry coz i cannot do anything to change my life to b a better person...i noe...i become more unpredictable than before..but i juz cant help it...all that happen in my life juz totally change me...change wat i feel to this world...some say thios world is cruel..some say it juz to teach us how to live long in here..but y life cant b as simple as we wan it to b...WHY IT CANT..!!!! i juz dun wan to thing anything rite now about others anymore...i juz wan to live my life..but it juz aint that easy...talk is easy but action is hard...that is totally rite..