Wonderful life?????

I hav been working at here for 5 mnths 2 week already..but i dun think i can handle much pressure anymore...i getting stresa at here..not that other working place have no pressure but its gud to work at a place wer u din have any damily relate inside it...

All i can see here is the negative side of it...enuf i see it at home but i need to handle it at work again...i dunno how long i'm gonna live if staying at here much longer..jz its killing inside of me....seems like i dun hav feeling anymore..how i wish i hav a chance like others too...

There so much i wan to say at here but still i cant let it out..may b dats y i'm still stress out...haiz..not dat i dun wan to be fren or socialise wit them but i prefer stay quite than having my self mad wit no reason...i'm easily to get mad nowadays...i think more worst than b4...coz i dun like to talk much ...yes i still like to hang out wit my fren...but i can feel some of them are avoiding me...may b i did something wrong to them...n some..i juz feel like when they telling their problem..i am there to help..but when i'm in need of their shoulder...like they are nt there...juz like i dun feel it...i dun undersand y...n yet i keep adding stress to my only fren where i feel comfortable telling my problem....i noe she have problem too but i juz need some1 to talk to n i also dint noe y even i dint owes hangout wit her like i hanging out wit other..but wit her...i dun feel like i need to hide my problem...may b she's the true fren which is hard to find now....haiz..

Now i am here think of my decision to quit b4 gt another job or quit when i already find another job...???? I juz need to rest my mind too...keep having headache for the past few month...haiz..hope nothing serious wit my health...