nothing much ..nothing less ..

OY dis is happening...? All i wan is a happy life..normal life.. life that i dream of.. but y now its is far from what i imagine when i was kid...huh...

For some reason...i feel so so tired trying to explain wat i am for those who still dint noe me...yes i'm hard to be understand but y..y did even oredy known me for so long but still dint noe me how exactly i am...the reason i'm avoiding all of it is that bcoz i dun wan to make such small thing bcome really big...its not important but i do feel really sad when the same person hurt me many2 time ... Yes i find that money is really important for me..well who doesnt..? But the thing that i wan to clearify here is..the money thet i important only the money from my own earning...i dint ask for ur money.. i dint say money is really2 that important than others but now..money i have to put on top of my list...bcoz...without money..how i wan to care bout others thing..how i wan to care bout my family..my self...how? Can u tell me that..?

I noe its nonsense..i noe i say money is my 1st love..but y u dun even think..if i ordy say money is my 1st love..i sure already go n put myself such low grade juz to pursue money..so think it back..my money is my 1st love..because i earn it..but if my familybis ij need of me..my family is the very 1st love on top of money...money sure is important in our life but some might get lost on this matter but i'm nt 1 of those... I still remember n noe who i am...